damned. i've already written a lot when the fuckin internet explorer closed. sheesh. all over again. anyway, i was talking bout my dumbass classmates in my filipino class. those asses. anyway, they're really dumb. only one kid had collegiate level IQ among the group earlier. arg. it makes me tick. anyway, i dont want to think bout it now. man i need to fan this out. right now i am in RAGE mode. i dont know why but i am. shit. i cant even stop cursing. phew. i really hate feeling like this.
experiment: being poetic in rage mode.
1...2...3...go.
talking to mirrors
look away
turn your head
or i'll turn it for you
you are nothing
a tiny lice
insignificant bastard
don't pity yourself
you're not even worth that
you have this healthy habit
of lifting yourself up
just so you could come
crashing down
you enjoy pain
you thrive in it
a smirk at a time like this
you disgust me
you filthy little insect
go away
just go
go away
or i'll shatter you myself
whiff.........phew...a little less than what i expected. and then some.
i hate this. still have a class. 20 mins. till 4pm. i need to calm myself. shhheeeesh......i dont believe this....
nevermind.
-out
