and to my surprise, no words dart at me after arriving late. again. it has been a debated issue in the household for quite some time. but tonight was different. and it was sad. a child was lost...and all i could think about was redesigning my blog.shame on me.i could've had a new niece or a nephew. that kid might have been my favorite, a kid who couldve been really nice and spunky, someone who'd grow up to be rebellious at first but very dignified after maturity kicks in. it was painful. i cant help but feel depressed. sometimes the thought of being tested by god crosses my mind. i can only wonder if this is one of those tests. no one really knows for sure, but one thing is certain, that this too will pass. iv always had trouble with goodbyes. and iv always questioned my faith, but during these times i strive to triumph. i strive to comprehend what i could never understand. but in the end i could only hope and pray for his/her soul. that he/she finds peace in god's grace. during these times, i call on him and he answers...

and i will forever be greatful...