ah the blank page...it stares at me again. fortunately, i have been saving a lot of thoughts since my last post so i'm quite ready to shell all or most of em out now. where to start...hmm...recent events first. i woke up today at 6:15. my first class was supposed to be at 7am. got out of the house at 6:30, rode the train at 6:45 and arrived in school at 7:32am. I was late. I went to the class to find 3 students inside with no prof. I went in and sat there with them. they told me that the class could be dissolved, at first i was troubled, but as it sank in, i realized that i really didnt care. that's that. moving on... yesterday a lola got her leg ranover by a jeepney. a teeny little voice started shouting and badgering me saying "HOY TANGINA WAG KANG TUMAYO DYAN TULUNGAN MO YUNG LOLA!" but i was struck with the bizarre encounter that i just froze there. I was with weltsch when i saw the freakin accident. I remember looking at him as if searching for a reaction and all he said was "tsong sakay na ko ha" in a casual manner. maybe he was shock struck too or maybe he just needed to go home already. anyway, i walked away also since a lot of other people were already aiding the lola. i walked away ashamed. i kept telling myself that i couldn't do whack to help her but i knew that i couldve helped if i really wanted to. but like the sight of a naked chinita ramp model with flowing silky hair, the whole event just slipped my mind as fast as it had come. and all i could say was...

"oh well... "
*whistles*

-out!