go blind.

there and back again

Thursday, September 09, 2004

yesterday was a day of struggles that turned out quite alright. I guess I'm being too critical of the events. I want to relax and just see my life at a different angle from this day forth. dramatic yes, but I really do want something new. Yesterday was a bit sad also. I never really had the chance to talk with the people I wanted to talk with. If the chance did somehow come, all that was pondered on were merely minor topics. small talk. But just the same, the trip was fine. I came hoem tired and a bit shlumpy but i was smiling and happy. Watched a movie last night and then went to sleep soon afterwards. I guess I still can't get some things out of my system. But I am hopeful. Eventually I'll get some peace of mind. But until then, let the nightmares come.

-out
-aLex

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and then there was me.
an ambitious kid wandering alone in this train wreck called life.
fascinated by inanimate things and dastardly gaps in time.
wondering why the possibility of finding happiness
seems as slim a chance as finding penguins in the dessert.
he laughs.
laughs in mockery. laughs in fear. laughs in anger.
but his favorite laughter is that which hides the gloom
which has evolved from being an acquaintance to an intimate friend.
such is the demise of an observer trapped inside a toppled box.
ensconced inside a niche of shadows,
he laughs aloud just to drown the deafening silence

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