im still a bit sad about my sister's CPA board exam demise. she deserved to pass in my opinion. why? cos she's a good person. she worked really hard and a basta she deserved to pass. i hate the idea of comforting her sadness. im not used to seeing her cry. last night we talked about it and i guess she's a bit over it now. i told her it aint that big a deal (big talking again). now the fuckin chalice is upon me. both my sister's failed their board exams, my parents passed their Civil Engineering Boards the first time they took it, and they have HUGE expectations from me. whew. talk about pressure...pero i guess it really aint a big deal. maybe we'll see the purpose of her demise. Pero tangina talaga. the world just crashed on one of the most important people in my life and all i could do was offer tissue paper.

sheesh.....

whew... *sigh*

-out...