go blind.

hard meat for breakfast

Monday, October 04, 2004

i guess i have this uncanny ability to hurt people around me without me noticing. maybe its a curse or something. disturbing. tsk tsk. wah. where to start? hmmm....wait, i'll read some things first before continuing....

[*********READING**********]

o---k---....iv got some things in mind but i dont think i can write em all down so il start by narrating my dream last night. i was in a lecture hall classroom because i have a class see, but then a videoke machine comes out from nowhere and it turns out that my class was KARAOKE! damned it was disturbing. a graded recitation was being held and the microphone was being passed from person to person! i was scared as hell! it was a nightmare! i woke up sweaty and nervous. the mic didnt get to me though. whew....
i woke up at 8am today, queasy and irritable cos my electric fan was fuckin turned off by who knows who. i hate waking up like that. should've used the aircon as always. grrr... anyway, i glanced at my phone to see a message. i opened it and was.. gotta stop. stupid ERC. shit.

-alex

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and then there was me.
an ambitious kid wandering alone in this train wreck called life.
fascinated by inanimate things and dastardly gaps in time.
wondering why the possibility of finding happiness
seems as slim a chance as finding penguins in the dessert.
he laughs.
laughs in mockery. laughs in fear. laughs in anger.
but his favorite laughter is that which hides the gloom
which has evolved from being an acquaintance to an intimate friend.
such is the demise of an observer trapped inside a toppled box.
ensconced inside a niche of shadows,
he laughs aloud just to drown the deafening silence

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