back from hibernation

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

whoa! im back! (jumps around, trying to attract attention) everything seems normal enough...(not that i'd care). Writing feels kinda new this year. I've been reading a lot of normal and not-so-ordinary books lately. I've also got a healthy dose of lovin these days =) I'm becoming normal again =) I'm also working part time and it feels good earning money. I'm studying pretty hard and am hoping to get really good grades. Things are fine in my life right now, and it SCARES the hell out of me. There's something about order that calms me down, but order, as we all know too well, is an introduction to chaos. Forgive the pessimism but as early as now, im already preparing myself to roll with the punches, leaning back and tightening the seatbelts so that when the inevitable car crash comes, I won't be flying out the windshield, but instead be bleeding internally from a collision with the ever useful car dashboard beneath a very defective airbag that I like to refer to as "SHort-lived Illusionary Tranquility System" or SHITS. Hai...but there's no mistaking that I am indeed happy with my sort-of productive life at present. I think i'll be writing frequently again since the e-lib is already open. so, good luck to me, God bless me and may the world be a better place for ME. And also, may scraps of gifts and graces (intended for me of course) fall on some needy people out there. Im obviously joking. And finally, before i forget, lets take a moment to pray for all the souls who lost their bodies because of the big earthquake under the sea (tsunami).

***moment of silence***

amen.

that day was a very tiring day for my friend, whose picture graces my page atop this blog entry.

-out



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and then there was me.
an ambitious kid wandering alone in this train wreck called life.
fascinated by inanimate things and dastardly gaps in time.
wondering why the possibility of finding happiness
seems as slim a chance as finding penguins in the dessert.
he laughs.
laughs in mockery. laughs in fear. laughs in anger.
but his favorite laughter is that which hides the gloom
which has evolved from being an acquaintance to an intimate friend.
such is the demise of an observer trapped inside a toppled box.
ensconced inside a niche of shadows,
he laughs aloud just to drown the deafening silence

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