im a plainswalker once again. i just got my hands on the latest shtuff from the betrayers set, and to be honest, im a bit disappointed. the creatures aren't as cool as what i had expected and the spells are too costly. im goin' agro red and agro black. red deck is already running fine. i added the red genju spell and the 3cast 4damage instant as well. there's not enough room for tweaking with it anyway. the black deck is goin' to rely on speed and elimination to get the damage through. its a bit more tactics based than the red deck. there's not enough room for disruption except for two slots of persecute. yes, i know, this mumbo jumbo stuff is a bit confusing for "normal" people so i'll just leave it at that.

maintaining a hobby is a healthy habit. for one, it keeps your mental capacity in check (if it involves a bit of thinkin). another thing, it teaches u time management. it also teaches u to spend money wisely. it entertains you, thus eliminating boredom, which is a primary source of sin for some people specially males.

im really not in the mood to write right now but iv got an hour and a half to burn so...

fuck it. i hate doing things out of compliance.


-out!

eLiv



PS.. The cross blogging experiment is working like a charm. Promising. Lira even gave me rights to write in her blog. cool. hekityhekhek =

ummm... blog. pagnanakaw... medio matagal na din naming pinaplano ng kaibigan ko na magnakaw sa school store. ang dali lang kasi! kaya nga lang, may konsyensya ako. lent kasi. i have to be good. pero, kung antayin pa naming matapos ang lent, hindi kami makakapagnakaw. next school year pa kami makakapagnakaw. hindi namin kayang maghintay ng ganun katagal!its easy. we just have to join the line, get the candy, put it in our pockets, then pay for something... done. pero, ang corny naman! candy lang... but think! we're just kids.. kung malaking bagay ang aming ninakaw, pano na ang mundo?!so, we took something else. nagnakaw kami ng 2 issue ng time magasine sa library. hindi naman nila binibilang un. pero, mas madali naman yun kaysa dun sa candy. minsan kasi may bantay dun sa candy, madre! so, i can't do it. pero sa library, friends ko yung librarians. hehe.. daya no. it was so easy. we just had to bring a drawing book big enough to cover the magasine. hindi naman nila tinitignan kung may nakaipit na magasine dun. hehe... now what?! what's next?! hehe... i think i should retire from being a robber. its bad and wrong. :D


good job lir!

hekhek! quackitykwak!

-out!

eLiv

ps: good choice for a topic. im a thief myself. hehe

hai, after screwing up somebody's FRIENDSTER account, i suddenly became a little emphatic. my seemingly non-existent conscience suddenly whispered something like "e pano kaya kung ikaw un?" which i didnt quite hear because id was practically guffawing with laughter. hekhek i enjoyed screwin up that account, there's no denying that. if i didnt admit to enjoying it, then that would be hypocritical but then, admitting it would condemn me into becoming a social nuisance. hai, such are the boundaries that limit human life. times like this remind me of good ol' machiavelli.

anyway...


today is friday. how time flies. next week is midterm week. im a little flustered cos i aint got no hobbies at the moment. im gettin really bored, really fast. my hair is growing back to its former state. summer is fast approaching. im thinkin PINGPONG this summer. gym and pingpong. im exploring the wonderful art of painting. im not exactly painting, but u get the idea. im planning to have a space for my art in this site. at the moment, everything is in slow motion.

dragging.
boring.
old.
stale.


hope things accelerate soon.



-out


eLiv.

BAWAHAHAHAHAHAW!!!!! (evil laugh)

napaka-eviL ko! haha! may-inabutan akong bukas na FRIENDSTER account pag-open ko ng PC! wahahaha! pinag-bubura ko ung mga testi at pictures! wakekeke! eviL!

nakaka-konsensiya.....




JOKE LANG!


wahahaha! mag "LOG-OUT" kase kayo mga tarups!

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pero nakaka-guilty nga talaga ng konti....


-out!

woke up at 5:30am. a good start for a wednesday. i had to get to school before 8am. i thought to myself, "a pota di ako maleleyt ngaun. napaka-aga kong gumayak". I went to my sister's room to wake her up kase dapat sabay kame papasok today. I feared that she might be a hindrance to my planned early arrival at school. I proceeded to her room. I opened the lights to force her to wake up. Then she uttered heavenly words: "wala kong pasok, patay mu ilaw". Napa-"YES" ako sa tuwa. I wont be late today. I proceeded to the bathroom to take a long bath since maaga pa naman. I got dressed and ate breakfast without haste. I even got a chance to drink coffee. But to my demise, life chose to play a bad trick on me today. Stepping out to the garage, i was surprised to see only three vehicles, ung KIA CARNIVAL, ung ESTRADA ng tatay ko, at ung OPEL ng nanay ko na coding. the fuckin HONDA CIVIC was missing. bwiset! I didnt panic cos i still had an hour and a half to be in school. Tito volunteered to accompany me to the church where mom and lola went to mass to. Magpapalit kami ng kotse. Sa kasamaang palad, nakasalubong namin sila nung malapit na kami sa church. They were on their way home while we were stuck in traffic supposedly on the way to trade cars. badtrip. they didnt even notice us kahit bumusina kami. shit freak. anyway, hinabol namin sila. we took a shortcut pauwi ng subdivision thinking na pauwi na sila. we arrived at home. wala ang HONDA. shits. they arrived at 7am. asar. one hour to go, kaya pa. I was rushing to the train in that fucked up honda when i noticed na wala na palang gas. leche. nagpagas pa ko. 200 bucks lang. delayed nanaman. to worsen the situation, may banggaan sa santolan. damned. on the way to my "parking space", i noticed another impending delay, may truck ng basura na nakabalandra sa kalsada ng maliit na subdivision kung san ako nagpapark. they were stuck in my parking space. badtrip. ultra delayed nako by this time. bwiset. i parked on the left side out of frustration. i got out of the car dahil nagmamadali na nga kong makasakay sa train. nung nasa gate na ko nung subdivision, sabi sakin nung mabait na guard, "uhm, sir, baka po pwedeng palipat nung kotse nyo sa RIGHT side ng kalye..". sino ba naman ako para tumanggi sa utos ni ALMIGHTY GUARD? so i walked back to my car to fix the mess. i stepped out after making ayos of my parking (conyo). medyo malayo na ko nang biglang may nagsisisigaw na mama sa likod ko. tinatawag nya ko. sabi nya: "TOTOY! TOTOY! diba anak ka ni grace?" sabi ko, "opo", sabi nya, "Ipapabigay ko lang tong isang kahon ng DURIAN na pasalubong sa kanya, alam na nya to *smile*", sabi ko, o "cge po" (i will soon regret the decision). anyway, finally on my way na ko sa train ride. no problems there except na nung sasakay na ko, i noticed na parang super dami naman ng tao. hindi kami kasyang lahat. i had to wait for the next fuckin train.

badtrip.

by this time definitely late na ko dadating. eventually nakasakay ako sa train. arrived at recto at 8:10 (class starts at 8:00). jeepney ride to morayta. arrived sa field at 8:15am. late na ko. nakita ko si emman, karga lahat ng surveying equipment. kawawang sisiw.

dumaan ang araw na wala kong ibang iniisip kundi ang pagnood sa pelikulang CONSTANTINE (na dapat banggitin ng pabulong para masaya).

got dismissed from NSTP at 4pm, 30 minutes early than expected. but i still had to wait for rem. e antagal nya kaya na-delay ulit. hekhek. dumaan pa kami sa jolibee dahil nauuhaw daw cia. bumili kame ng mallow and choco pie. BIBIGYAN KO NG 500 pesos ANG TAONG MAKAKASUBO AT MAKAKA-NGUYA NG ISANG BUO NG DEMONIC PASTRY NA IYON NA HINDI MASASAKTAN ANG LOOB NG BIBIG NYA! HOT FUDGE kase ang palaman ng demonic pie na iyon. Lapnos ang dila namin. tapon tapon pa sa kalye ang fudge. sumakay kami sa train. puro pangit ang kasabay namin (yabang...). bumaba kami sa GATEWAY dahil astig ang cine dun. pagdating sa ticket booth, WALANG MUVI DAHIL WALANG KURYENTE. potangina. nagmadali kami papuntang kotse ko. nilakad namin ng mabilis. hindi na namin pinansin ang JAPANESE CAKE. pagdating namin sa kotse, na-surprise kame dahil........

AMOY DURIAN ANG PUTANGINANG KOTSE!!!!!!!!

badtrip.

anyway, we endured the demise. arrived at RP. pagtingin namin sa sked, 5:02 pala nagstart. shits. no choice. we have to wait. standing room na kase.

kaya ako nakapagBLOG.

conclusion : PLANNING IS THE ROOT OF MOST DISAPPOINTMENTS.


still have to wait a few moments before kame makanood ng movie. starting time : 8:00.
time check: 07:10pm. badtrip pa rin.

delayed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-out!

eLiv.

!tuo -

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. . . . . . . . iah....

...em pleh ydobemos

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.yarp ot yad doog a eb dluow yadot .sreh etatsaved i erofeb...noos traeh ym skaerb ehs epoh i .nehw sownk ohw ecnis em rof mroftra na neeb sah tnemeganam tliug dna ,efil ym fo tsom rail tneiciffe na neeb vi .tnemom eht ta yalp ot emag tsedrah eht si dneterp?wolf eht htiw og tsuj i tnac yhw .desufnoc ylbirret eb tsum ehs .em htiw pu thguac yllanif sah amrak ym .seye ym ni detniat eb syawla lliw evol...elbaraebnu tsom eht si eno siht ,ssessop i taht sksam eht lla gnoma...gnireffo ru taht evol eht evresed tnod i .dnik sa ton mi taht timda ot lufemahs sti tub stnemitnes eht devol i .meop a em etorw ehs .erac ot evitisnesni oot dna og tel ot derucesni oot sohw ,drawoc deretnec-fles ,hsifles a .drawoc a mi .edisni morf pu em gnitae s'ti...ecnaegnev htiw tohs worra na ekil em secreip tliug eht .eromyna leef i woh tuoba erus ton ma ,dnah rehto eht no ,i .em sevol ehs .reh evresed i kniht tnod i .reh tuob deirrow mi .pirtdab .gnileef eht ssimsid ot woh wonk tnod i ,esrow .ytliug leef i

i was supposed to write about love today but its nearly time and i realized that im as clueless about it as anybody else is.

so wag na lang pala.

anyway,

-out!

-eLiv


ps > phrase for the day is "AXIS OF REVOLUTION"

bahala na kayo mag-comment. nobody's reading this anyway.

tomorrow we die.

bata pa lang ako, mahilig na ko sa art. tuwang tuwa ako noon kapag maguumpisa na ang klase dahil sandamakmak ang bago kong art things. kumpleto lagi ang supplies ko noon. meron akong mongol pencils na one, two at three kahit hindi ko naman ginagamit ung one at three dahil two lang ang gusto ko. meron din ako nung black na lapis na mahaba at mataba na kulay puti ang pambura. hindi ko din un ginagamit. ayoko nung lapis na may mga design. gusto ko lang ay yung mongol ko na yellow na number two. simple, madaling gamitin, swabe tasahan, at higit sa lahat, hindi mabilis maupod. paborito ko din ung mga crayola. nagtatantrums ako noon (kahit na seven years old nako) kapag hindi 32 colors ang crayola ko. meron ako nung 8-color, 16-color, 24-color, at 32-colors na set. alam kong meron namang kaparehang kulay sa 32 color set ung laman ng ibang mga set pero gusto ko talagang kumpletuhin yon. mahilig kase kong mangolekta. meron din nga pala ko nung mga BIG crayola na hindi naman talaga ginagamit dahil masydong mataba ung dulo nun. tsaka hindi siya kasya sa ART ENVELOPE ko. (art envelope - isang clear plastic envelope na pinaglalagyan ng art supplies.) Dati hindi ako maaaring magsulat sa ibang papel, talagang sa OSLO PAPER lang. ewan ko ba kung bakit trip na trip ng mga grade school teachers ang OSLO PAPER kahit hindi talaga ito fit for drawing. magaspang ang oslo paper at masyadong makapal. pangit din gawing origami dahil sablay siya mag-fold. bobo ang oslo paper. ung art paper naman ay nakakaasar kahit maraming kulay dahil napaka-nipis naman. madaling liparin, madulas, at higit sa lahat, napupunit pag nagbura ka ng sinulat mu doon. badtrip ang art paper. pang-origami lang talaga iyon. meron din ako nung gunting na pang kids na dalawang sara mo pa lang sa gunting ay sira na. meron din ako nung elmers glue. dinadala ko un lagi dahil kinakain iyon ng bully nung grade one. pag hindi mo siya binigyan ng glue, papahiran ka nya ng kulangot. naisip ko nga na marahil ay doon nagsimula ang "PANGINGIKIL" at "RED TAPE". meron din akong water color. hindi naman talaga cia water color...kaya lang tinawag na water color iyon ay dahil sa nilalagyan ng tubig ung mga pinatigas na kulay (rectangles) para makapag-produce ng kulay na malabo naman. hindi ko gaanong ginagamit ang watercolor. hindi kasi siya cool..messy pati. pero ibang usapan ung pantasa ko. astig ung pantasa ko. kulay pink (wag kang tumawa) nga cia pero astig pa rin dahil ANIM ang butas nya! (a panis!) isa para sa mongol, isa para sa crayola, isa para sa crayola big, isa para sa big pencil, isa para sa extra big pencil at isa para sa mascara ng nanay mo! HAYYEEEEP! napaka-handy. mahilig akong mag-tasa dati. noon pa lang ay alam ko na ang relaxing powers ng isang seemingly senseless task na tulad ng pagtatasa. dati nga tinasahan ko ung isang number two pencil ko hanggang sa dulo para lang malaman kung gano katagal iyon gawin. kaso nakalimutan kong hindi pa pala tinuturo nung grade 1 ang pagbabasa sa analog na relo. pero kung iisipin, nung matapos akong magtasa ay hindi pa tapos ang "THAT's ENTERTAINMENT", ibig sabihin ay matagal tagal din bago maubos sa kakatasa ang isang number two na mongol. nun ko naisip na hindi na ko gagamit ng iba pang pencil. number two mongol lang. natuto kong mag-drawing dahil kay CHRISTIAN JACINTO (mas kilala sa pangalang JACKTOT ng mga kaibigan nya nung high school). close kami ni JACKTOT nung grade 1. noon, christian pa ang tawag sa kanya. muntik na kong umiyak nung ipadrawing samin ng teacher namin ung aso sa religion book namin. hindi ako marunong kumopya sa libro kaya kinabahan ako. tapos biglang umepal si jacktot sa dramatics ko. pinakita nya sa akin ung papel nya at nakita ko doon ang imahe ng isang aso. kamukhang kamukha iyon nung aso sa libre. na-tanga ako sa bilib. sabi ko, "bata, turo mo sakin yan". sabi niya, "hindi ako si bata, ako si christian". at dahil mga bata pa kami, wala nang plastikan at gaguhan pa kaya tinuro nya sakin ang paraan. madali lang pala. susundan mo lang ung linyang malabo na makikita mo kapag pinatong mo ung manipis mong papel sa ibabaw ng libro. iyon ang unang pandarayang ginawa ko (hindi naman siguro daya, pero sabi kasi ng teacher i-drawing daw, hindi naman sinabing i-bakat). magmula non ay lalo kong na-engganyo sa art. lahat ng pahina ng notebook ko ay may drawing. nauubos ang mga lapis at krayola ko sa kakadrawing (un ay kung hindi ko pa sila nawawala). lagi ring out-of-stock ang OSLO paper sa bahay namin dahil sa kakadrawing ko. aaminin ko, na-addict ako sa drawing at sa art pero ok na ko ngayon. nagdodrawing pa rin ako hanggang ngayon pero kaya ko nang tumigil. nacocontrol ko na ang urge. hooray to me.

samakatwid, the best pa rin ang pantasang maraming butas.

amen!

-out!

-eLiv

top-o-the-mornin to ya! im tryin to be a wee bit jolly today. woke up much earlier than expected. i didnt have too much sleep last night cus my bro was tumblin and rollin in the bed like a frickin possessed idiot that's being exorcised. damned. the mosquitos were suckin all my blood and on top of that, my brain was running a non-stop marathon of thoughts. hai stressful. last night i sorta had a tussle cos of some technical difficulties with the phones. it was a bit irritating but my patience somehow pulled me through. still no talks. these kinds of things remind me of some other things. good thing its not my thing to just crash and burn-thing. hadnt had a chance to txt lira last night. guess she sleeps early, i mean she needs it since she's still in her growth stage. really nice person. smart. reminds me of my vibrant high school self in an interestingly eerie sort of way :) really cool kiddo. makes me wanna wish for a little sister.

sometimes i think about writing something funny or interesting, but in the end, i just dont think its worth it.

nga pala, before i forget, its my mom's bday today so im open for gift suggestions. im thinkin gift certificates for a spa. my TOBASCO christmas gift didnt have the desired effect so i guess i'll have to do something really WHOA today. haha!

I think weltshmerz is brain-damaged...gave me free load! 300 big ones! malupet! astig libre! hahahaha! and iv got the card to prove it. i guess miracles really do happen. hahahaha!

kita-kits sa VARIETY SHOW!

-out!

-eLiv

ps...
naisip ko na kung anong paraan ung makakatulong sa bayan na manggagaling sakin. pagmayaman na ko, (o kahit hindi pa, basta dapat marunong na ko magtayo ng gusali at mang-engganyo ng sponsors) magtatayo ako ng mga apartment buildings na tipong studio type ung rooms para sa mga skwater. mga 5 storeys lang para hindi mahirap umakyat, pero maayos talaga. may mga seminar para sa livelihood. tapos ung mga lalake pwedeng maging construction workers ng foundation. may renta ung housing project pero mura lang. just enough to avoid dependency. dapat may barangay clearance sila bago sila makakuha ng units. sana magawa ko un pagtanda ko. i'll start it when im 45. sana sana talaga matupad ko to. good luck to me.

-OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

todays word (or phrase, whatever is gramatically correct) is COPY-PASTE. why? because there wouldn't be a need for this entry if i just remembered to highlight everything i wrote earlier and press CTRL-C. damned. my other entry would've been a meter long if it wasnt for the stupid glitch in this fuckin stupid computer. damned. ai nanay ko po, check my grammar. im too pissed off to think about it. shitskate. hey thats a nicer word.

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SHITSKATE - slipping after stepping on shit.

-out! (ctrl-C)

anger is a word. anger is an idea. anger is a concept. it is a part of life. it stirs you up then drags you down. it makes you feel strong but it drains you afterwards. it gets you high to the point that you suffocate due to the extreme altitude. it destroys ur mind and ruins your relationships. it makes you want to kill but sometimes it makes you want to die. it makes your muscles crave activity, commanding you to hit someone with something hard. it is untamed. primal. it is as unavoidable as it is unnecessary. it appears out of nowhere but never leaves unnoticed. it scares the hell out of people but also gives insane amounts of courage. it can implement discipline but it also corrupts intellectual minds. it is as tricky as the devil and is equally unforgiving. anger undermines reason and evolves into rage. anger is a symptom of impending death. anger is the fuel for sin. but anger, with all its contorted faces, is still JUST anger, just an emotion, just an idea, just a word.

-out!