burp.

just had a chicken fillet sandwhich, frosty, large iced tea and fries. sarap.

anyway, today started out bad. uber bad. woke up 10am with a new message alert from my trusty nokia 3210 smart phone. i half expected the message to be from who i thought it would be from. and it was from who i expected it to be from. (wow tricky tenses). it took a concious effort to suppress the frustration but i prevailed. a little steam got out though. i started to get pissed after this line:

"is that too much to ask? akala ko ok ka na. i still care"

nyak. as if i give a damned about how "caring" she wants to be. there i go again, being the fuckin frustrated bully that i am. no. i am not that. i am just angry. i hate being angry. i hate being angry because im not like that. im better at being cheerful and fun and light headed. she brings out my demons. sometimes i just wanna tell her every hurtful thought that i could muster but then pity steps on the brakes. we had so much before. i would've been her most reliable friend.

too bad.

JUST FUCKIN LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wrote something for her during finals week:

fuck. i left it at home.

oh well. some other time then.

basta im frustrated right now. dont fuckin get in my way.


-out.

-eviL



ps:

> i quit my AUTOCAD job a day after my first day. screw them. they dont have the right to waste my fuckin time. nobody wastes my fuckin time.

>i cant train tux. he's just too stubborn to learn. damned dog. i still love em though.

>i havent been playing Final Fantasy lately simply because its too time consuming, plus i get intimidated by the thought of being unable to fully complete the game.

>MIDNIGHT CLUB DUB VERSION rocks.

>im a friggin workaholic. im working for dad.