go blind.

grrr

Monday, June 20, 2005

"temper is the only thing that won't go away if you loose it"

i hate it when people catch me during my bad days. why? because i can't fuckin tolerate irritations during my bad days. i can't stand judgment or even mild mannered no harm intended jokes. i'm a fuckin time bomb set to 2.9 milliseconds during my bad days and i explode with a blast radius of epic proportions. damned fuck it! don't mess with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

grrrrrAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!

***deep breaths***

and today is one of those fuckin days.

the morning was terrible. the sister made me wait for nothing again. damn i hate waiting for people. my patience is as long as an ant's abdomen. when my boulder of anger rolls, it rolls hard and body counts rise at an exponential level. i'm a fuckin maniac when im angry.

im calmin down now.... whew....

argh!

-out.

eviL

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